I'm feeling nervous today. I made the stupid mistake of googling things about chances of having a second miscarriage and stuff like that, and I don't like the results too much. I know I need to stay positive because there is nothing I can do to change anything, and stress isn't good for pregnancy, but it's so hard to fathom the idea of having to miscarry again.
It literally was the worst experience of my life. I haven't been through much in my short 21 years, so that was definitely major, and terrible. I think I did okay with it, I only took off about 2 days of work and I was back and fine. But those 2-3 days going through it were torture. I know miscarriages are very, VERY common, especially in first pregnancies. But honestly, nothing can make you feel better when you are going through it. It's just sad, depressing, and nothing you can do about it but wait.
I wish I could just make the next two weeks zoom by so I could have my appointment and be relaxed and just KNOW! But for now, I will just try my best not to worry and stay positive. And pray, pray pray.
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